more to that...

the dance... :)
how.. TERRIBLY HORRIFYING!
i hated it so bad, my feet are sore, and i want a refund.
AUGH!... i requested 3OH!3 (yus,!) and the dj was like OH, IT'S EXPLICIT
and yet he played I WRITE SINS NOT TRAGEDIES?! COME ONN!
i hate patd btw.
uhh, slow-dancing was FREAKY FREAKY FUCKED UP!
annd.. the songs sucked. please, i have to go to my gurlllfrann's b-day next week, so i have to skip the sv dance.
it's probably worth it. (coughcough SORRY)
but considering all the dances i've been to, even a day of dora the explorahh would be more comforting.
first dance, ... always the best.
catch yah later, kiddos.

You know it sucked.

I'm referring to the dance yesterday- the one that i got gypped into going to by AUGH. In which i bought a dress for nothing because the music sucked, the DJ sucked (when are you going to play sandstorm?!), and the people, oh the people. It doesn't feel like fun if you have to TRY to make it fun. So, my feet go sore, I wasted money and time and energy. Not just that, but freaking AUGH asked my best friend to dance. Now THAT, is just wrong. Didn't know he was that much of an ass. He got REJECTED. Freaking shoes... I'm not Demi Lovato. Don't like her whatsoever.

and here we gooooo.

ok, i'm posting more, deal with it.

>.>
i hate panic at the disco. and fall out boy. and paramore. yes. i hate them.
people, they ruin it for me. i used to like them and all, but now, they're just.. UGH.
panic at the disco's old music was better, you have to admit.
fall out boy's just RUINED. (you know why, you sjv people.)
and paramore, most of their songs sound the same. i still have them on my ipod though.
i'm just saying, this fan-craze is getting plain annoying. -____-
ugly fat girls wearing tight patd shirts, buying the newst fob album, wearing lotsa eyeliner, neon skinny jeans and a paramore shirt for free-dress day.
it sickens me.

idk, it's just.. they're stealing all my music and stuff.
not that i'm selfish (maybe i am) or anything,it's just.. i want to be unique.
who doesn't agree with me? i bet you're sick of it too.
especially when they but x's on the back of their hands to represent 3OH!3.
hello, they didn't mean it literally.

aim me?!

we've been trying to come up with a new name.
help! talk to me on aim ;)
which you guys never do.
UNLESS I'M GONE.
WHATTHEFUCK IS UP WITH THAT?!
now's you're chance.
going, going, GONE.
lol.
iSpifftastic
yus, talk.
talk it up.
talk talk talk.

there's a dance tommorow.
yeah, maybe i'm excited.
yeah, maybe not.
>.O

So, Ian got hit in the balls, and it was like
How does it feel to get hit in the balls? Cuz seriously, they make it look like AUGHH!
And then they're like, giving birth doesn't hurt. Well maybe you're sissies.
"It feels like getting punched in an empty stomach" they said. It's called getting WINDED.
Well JEEZ. That doesn't sound that bad at all.
I mean, he was practically red in the face, crying.
Ever gotten hit in the friends?
Pshh.

updates of my life,

today sucked balls.
the end.
this seems to be a repetition of most of my days.
i must suck.
woo anthony! <3

blehblehbleck.

sigh.
today, it sucked. balls.
so i've been crying/grieving/dying with suspense and hope.
I HOPE HE WON'T TELL HER. I REALLY HOPE HE WON'T.
SHE'S GONNA SNITCH, IM GONNA GET IN TOUBLE, MY MOM AND DAD ARE GONNA FIND OUT, MY CONDUCT GRADE'S GONNA GO DOWN, I'M NOT GETTING INTO PRES., AND... I'LL BE HATED.
WHO WANTS THAT?!
notmenotmenotmenottttme.
AHHHHHHHHHH.
SAVE MEEEE.
BLEHH! BLLLLLLEH.
but seriously, who says "my sunlight has been extinguished?!"

Idk, firefighters?
Well, it would explain why she's so pale. But I don't get why she;s so competitive (or wet-armpitted).
>.> I dont remember ever competing with her, so she can just go fight against her imaginary fat bitch. (apparently im fat. i laugh at that.)

Lots happening, but I forget. New Years was actually pretty good. Still listening to music half the time, soon to be all the time.

And btw, what is THIRD GENDER? Cuz really, I don't understand.
Made Ian clay head, stood on desks cuz no one cared, took pics with Obama.
What will happen tomorrow, I have no idea. Doesn't that sound fun?

Oh, and when my paper got graded and returned, i got EPIC fail. 17/25. Cuz apparently they were all fragments! (which she had written as frag all over my page, leading me to believe that it said FAG FAG FAG FAG).

ADMISSION!

hey! if you talked to me on aim, [YOU SHOULD.]
you'd know what this would be about.
SO TALK.
BLEH, IDC IF YOU'RE TOO LAZY!
just say hi. or hoe. or WHATEVER.
JUST TALK.
the end.
love, dizzle.

We are now yesticles.

Ian thinks yesticles sounds uncomfortable XP.
Almost New Years time, new haircut, new sn, and hating someone i should've hated a lonnngggg time ago. Not to mention almost Inauguration dance, and with all the red white and blue and annoying asian parents it doesn't seem worth it going anymore. But i didn't waste my money for nothing.

Rockband drums are hard >.<. I've run out of steam for the weekend. Looks like it'll just drag myself to school again in the morning. Beware of staring people.

WHATAMIDOING?!

it's friday, most definitely.
so nothing interesting happened at school except for the fact we watched a vid. on.. "ruby bridges." (yeah, idk.)
so.. the interesting things? they happened at karate.
um, so.. i was alone today. yep. well, there were actually other people there but i was alone friendwise.
anyways, i was just sitting there, and then ADDISON comes. i haven't talked to him in a while, but yah know, we're still friends. so we talk (hey, he's like.. 10 years old. lol.) and stuff, and he's a cute kid. yeah, really. so we were blabbing, and then he says that he's going to the MALL tommorow. and i was like ME TOO! so we figured out that my cousin knows his sister, and that he has to come. OH, AND JOHNMON'S COMING TOO!
i won't be alonneee with kids i don't know!
what a great day. and addison? like my little bro, seriously.
just. like a brother.
and john, i get to see him tommorow too :D.
i haven't seen him all year.
what a mirthful day. i should get my coupons printed out.

i bet my parents are even worse than yours.

so, yesterday someone stole
my journal, crystal's journal, and jackie's jounral.
and then we found them. they were in my backpack.
well, that's really dumb, if mines was gone, why was it in my backpack?!
obviously, "sheeeeee" took em. petty, petty, pettt-y.
so, on to today.

i bet my parents are wwwaaaayyyy worse than yours.
and i bet i hate them more than you hate yours.
you know what they did?
they took away my dignity. and my ipod. and the laptop. so i'm downstairs. on the gayass computer.
honestly, i HATE THEM. i just really want them to leave me FREAKING ALONE.
i really wanna say "don't bother me, and i won't bother you."
but then it'd just start an argument and i don't like talking to them.
on occassion, i DO flip them off and stuff, but... the anger just doesn't go away. so i go to my room.
and when i get up to my room, they say "STAYING IN YOUR ROOM'S GONNA MAKE YOU ANTI-SOCIAL AND WE DON'T WANT YOU TO BE ANTI-SOCIAL" or something like that.
SHIT MAN, DO THEY EVEN KNOW ME?! who are THEY to judge?! i don't CARE if you pay everything off for me, or if you had a HARD life. MY LIFE'S HARD WITH YOU TWO JUST NAGGING ME. and this isn't the FRIGGIN PHILLIPINES, THIS IS AMERICA. SO IF YOU HAD A HARD LIFE, THAT'S JUST TOO BAD.
WHO THE FUCK ARE THEY TO JUDGE?!
great, and tommorow's free-dress at school.
huh, what if they took my clothes away too? i'd have to go to school in my pajamas.
whatever. fuck you, mom+dad.

OH-BAM-AH!

heyyy !
inauguration dayy, yy33333!
GO OBAMA!
so, we watched tv for like, 2 hours, and we got to skip math.
WONDERFUL!
so yeah.

Oh Bah Mah!
Didja hear the priest say SASHA! ?

intensity+sweat.

hah, dad's watching sports with my uncle.
my uncle actually came in some good timing and shit, cause my progress report sucked, and i haven't shown my 'rents yet. (haha, mom never BLOWS UP when we have guests) so yea. how meh-ish.
------
i watched marley and me, which was almost extremely sad. it ALMOST brought tears to my eyes, but yah know.. i don't really cry. thats why it was SEMI-SAD. :)
well, tommorow, i'm goin to k+j's house ... for our community service board+video-making.
:D we're making a music vid. so yeah, probably the most interesting things happening to me.
i couldn't find a MF dress for the dance, so i'll just.. look.. later XD
so yeah. call me and let's go shopping, eh?
or i'll just look online.
yeee!

typing in pj's?!

it's pajama day at school,
and i'm wearing my beloved pikachu slippers. :D
well, i'm kinda bored.
and i feeeeel a tiny bit guilty. JUST A TINY BIT.
mostly cause i'm using a computer when i don't really need to.
hah, who cares, right?
this is actually kind of comfortable.
hah. wow, i'm trying to get more views...
AND WE'RE GONNA MAKE A CHUBBY BUNNY VID AT LUNCH TODAY.
stay tuned, this just might get interesting.

Oh, it's something close to interesting all right.
I'm in an incredibly rare mood, almost high, but if it is, it's just off watching movies and listening to music. x] We had almost-matching pj pants, thanx to COSTCO. who doesnt love free samples.
Gran Torino- awesome intense movie. Can't wait for much less intense Mall Cop tho!

The interesting thing though, is that this day turned from bright and sunny to a natural disaster.
Frikin' grades, headaches, stuffed animals being violated by pervy guys, CAMERA TAKEN AWAY. Yes, we almost didn't get to do chubby bunny- no wait, we didn't even record that right anyway!
Turns out the recording came out as one second of nothing >.> thank you crystal. But at least we had a nice healthy competition, with Jerraldo falling over backwards chucking his marshmallows and IAN catching first prize, more marshmallows! The strangest things can transform how you feel; or maybe it's just me and my twisted emotions.

Making an altoids guitar for science fair. It's gonna rock, literally.

am i in the shot? nooo.

heehee ballooncrusades strikes AGAIN. look out for our new vid (which i'm not in, lol.)
so yeah. erm, today was interesting. ;Fchubby bunny tommorow, kiddos.
be prepared, marie+jackie's table in homeroom. (monita jerrald warren ian.)

bleehh, what a horrible day.

title says it all, obviously.
first off, i hate my grad. pic, and NO, IT DOESN'T LOOK GOOD, FRIGGIN BASTARDS.
meh.
there's some good news though, me and kendall are science partners ( :D ) and we're gonna make some stuffed animal speakers. this is gonna be one awesome science fair.
what else sucked about today? oh yeah, science and math.
i suck at math,and i just don't like science.
i should just stick to sitting with kendall. i have a sense of belonging in that table with kendall.
remind me to move back to my seat, aight?
anyways, i did find out some very disturbing things that are wayy to personal for this 'widely advertised' blog.
only kendall knows about it. and it might be too brutal for other people.

FAWK.

ah, the smell of graduation. and of course, one thing that follows the diploma, brunch thingy,and weird music is... pictures.and i am glad to report... MY PICTURES ARE FREAKIN SHITTY. i'd be glad if they were good pics, but they suck. I probably look like that thing right there. (on the right side). Maybe they're even worse than CRAPPOH'S! i bet, huh? mostly cause i suck at, well, taking pics. they always turn out either... retarded, a pic of me not looking, or maybe even a candid. sigh. life is so gay. but on the bright side, i bought some smosh stuff yesterday, and ANTHONY ENDED UP CALLING ME!. ;D talk about good luck this week eh? (except for the grad pics) i would soo take some retakes for my pics, but sadly, the retakes are gonna be at the photographer's house/studio. WHY WOULD I WANNA GO THERE?! friggin pedo lady. yeah, i thought so. so i'll have to stick with this shit. fuck this. oh, sigh.

>.O

more to add to this day.
poor crystal, i feel bad for her too. i don't even know that.. guy, but yah know,
i'd smack him to death if i had to. XD i know, i know, i read her blog too yah know.
well, i'm pissed cause i'm trying to dowload MORE ANTHONY onto my ipod and
itunes isn't cooperating with me. >____O what to do?
i'll go to break into crystal's house and steal vids and such? meh.
erm, oh, crappo was being prettyyy bitch-ish today.
with the "get your friends out of my table" thing?
i simply replied "get your table out of my friends."
FUCK YOUU! like YOU can tell me who to hang out with.
fuck you.

so close. and yet so far.

hello.
today was ALMOST a success.
i. saw. smosh's car. at wal-mart. YES, THE BLUE ONE! WITH THE SMOSH STICKER ON IT!
so, obviously, i took pics, then went to look for anthony inside wal-mart. XD
i didnt. get. to see him.
AND I WAS SO CLOSE.
SO CLOSEE.
;'(
the hunt begins.

You can't let Marie get that close without her wanting more. The Smosh (anthony) search will be even more intense now >.> So, it's been a while, I forget things that I wanna blog. This will have holes.

Saturday was what, biggest moon of the year? [and its only been first 2 weeks of the year, so not much of a feat] Practicing out my camera skillz [or failures]. I still don't know what high school to go to. The question of my time. Girls with UGG boots, or a myriad of possible enemies and friends.
XD epic fail! lol.

procrastinating,

grad. pics today.
the lady was creepy.
i hate my hair. it makes me look like a boy. i want it to grow out.
i've been trying to think positively about it, but then i remembered it's gonna take like, a month for it to grow out.
god, i miss my old hair.
well, right now, i'm supposed to be doing:
science packet (assessment, cover, review, worsksheet pages)
pres. application (I HAVE 6000 CHARACTERS. i only need 3500)
and fever journal entries (but i might steal from crystal or something.)
BUT, i'm actually:
downloading more songs from itunes
watching smosh ;)
this
and myspacing
GOD, i'll be done at about 12. what a bad day.
my hair really sucks too.

Ewey, pink. reminds me of crappoh.
I thought you were supposed to be cussing today so that you'd feel bad about it? Oh well.
XD i got buddypoke. hehe. pokey pokey.
Did i mention i love chocolate? Just plain, pure, CHOCOLATE.
The picture lady was weird to me. SMILE! TOOTHY! >.> are you my dentist?
I recently discovered Chiodos, and I think i'm rediscovering Relient K. I used to love em so much. You know what game I really want? House of the Dead: OVERKILL. Yay shooting zombays! [I'm supposed to be studying but who does?]

It was a hot [for this weather anyway] afternoon at lunch. Ribs and chicken noodle soup. The guys in our class threw a bbq rib and a seagull got it. We were talking all chill like normal. Seagul comes by, poops. Yup. On all of us. Except MUHREE. Looks like the ribs did a little something to it... But it's fun putting water on someone and telling them it's bird shit. I don't like birds too much.

Asian mothers, the only thing they're good for is saying weird things. "STAY STILL! STAINLESS STILL!" hehe. Today Ian looked like James Bond with chops. School year's gonna be over faster than we think- it's time to make MEMORIES! It'd be cool if we could just play a stereo super-loud in the middle of class and have a dance party. ew, we're getting a formal dance soon. Got no dress.
I'm thinking of making a bucket list. THat's all for today, peace- i mean, destruction.

another interesting day. y'all.

OKOKOK
so much.
let's cover it!
ok, so let me just say.. OUR TABLE ROCKS! we love you jerrald and monita:D and ian. we don;'t like warren, but he brings SOME life to the table.
it started when we were talking about cheesy pickup lines.
ex: HEY BABY, DO YOU HAVE A MAP? CAUSE I JUST GOT LOST IN YOUR EYES.
ugh, that sickens me.
XD but they;'re funny.
;D
oh, and i drew ian.
it looked exactly like him.

That is just SAD muhree. I said get started writing the blog and this is it? How pathetic >_<. Today wasn't too bad. Marie brought her "lunchbox" [STEREO] to school, and of course we sang as little catholic children strolled by. Nothing warms you up like britney spears (If You Seek Amy). Dominique got preettyy crazy again- we might talk about her almost as much as IAN! [Hehe, he looked like a fish in the picture marie drew].

So, our group felt smad when we realized that our school year is pretty much half gone! >_< we'll never see each other again, maybe! And that's when we said "WE'RE GONNA MAKE MEMORIES!" and started laughing at Ian. x] gooood times. Hopefully we don't change tables.
Lot's of other stuff happened... but I waited too long to write this and forgot.

NE ways, Ballooncrusades needs to be DISCOVERED! And we WILL find a way... somehow... even if we have to use Obama cut-outs and musical billboards. Or tell random people to watch.

Whoo, Seventeen and Entertainment.

awhkwurd?

you know what's weird?
whenever i go on aim and say "sup",
the person i'm talking to says "sup" back to me.
according to recent research (ppfft, RESEARCH? nonono, i do not USEE the internet to look up the obvious.) , the word "sup" is a shortened version of the phrase "what's up."
honestly, people, does it really make make sense for people to be saying: what's up? what's up?
no, i didn't think so. i know i do it sometimes, but i finally just realized that it doesn't make sense. ;D
oh, and i learned that if you have a parent staring at your computer screen when you're on aim and they ask "what does wtf mean?"
you should just say "oh, it means where's the food."
it works.

not yet done drinking.

you know, you learn lots of things when you lay in bed with 3 other people. at night.
woo, i know what you're thinking.
you guys are... lesbo?
NO, NO WE ARE NOT. NOPEDY, NOPE NOPE.
OK, ANYWAYS.
first off, four people on one bed gives off lots of body heat. we were sweating in 30 degree weather.
oh, btw, WE ARE NOT LESBO.
clowns. clowns. i hate them. we got so FREAKING scared. of CLOWNS. clowns that teared off your flesh.
oh and we played hotel 626. scared the beejeezus out of us.
thanks a lot crystal.
hmm, oh yeah.
sleepwalking. sleeptalking. a big topic among us.
but when one of us started doing it, .....
that's all i have to say about it.
and we had a sexy party. ;D
wooo. we blasted music from MY boombox too.
weeee.
well i have more to talk about, but ....
im too tired.
we managed to pull an all-nighter too, so don't blame me.

hi.

marie, ANDDD jackie.

well, we're both here. and it's late.
and we played hotel 626. and we did chubby bunny. and marie got a stereo. purse.
and we're scared. and
OH YEAH!

we have writers block.
the end,

oh man, it's a 9.

right.
marie's back, after a while.
new year's was hell, as usual with the relatives, including the evil cousins.
hmph, i think 9's an ugly number.
yeah. if you want to actually know why, why don't you just talk to me on aim?
there are names involved in my theory and i wouldn't want to mention them here.
sigh. the only benefit of new years is that...
I CAN FINALLY COUNTDOWN TO MY B-DAY.
4 MORE DAYS, PEOPLE!
well, i'm up early cause... i've been up since 2. mom+dad went to bed at... 2 ish
and i just sat in my room writing and listening to my FABULOUS ipod.
(i downloaded lotsa smosh, mann.)
i only have 549 songs though. i have like 12 more gigabytes left.
i'll steal some from crystal then. XD
let's hope this year isn't as gay as i think it'll be.

OH, AND JACKIE?!
the hamster's name isn't optimus prime.
it;s kevin. idk why. well, it isn't my hamster. why should i care?
MY PIGGY'S NAME IS OPTIMUS PRIME THOUGH!